Saturday, July 9, 2011

I dreamed of James

I dreamed of James again last night. It was strange. I don't remember too much of it now but I will write down the parts that I do remember.

I'm not so sure where we were to be honest but I was with him. In one part of my dream I was with him in a car. We were driving somewhere. He was smiling. I knew what the future was going to bring but I couldn't bring myself to tell him. I just wanted to warn him. Tell him to be careful and to take very good care of himself. I remember feeling a bit sad. But I also remember feeling so happy to see him once again. He looked content. 

That's the only thing I remember now. Just us two in a car together. And at one point I was looking at him through glass. He was on the opposite side. I couldn't hear him or touch him or anything. I was just able to mouth my warning to him to be careful and to take care of himself. Weird. 

I talked to Stephanie about it. I am not sure if I should keep telling her about my dreams or not. I feel like I should but then I feel like maybe I shouldn't. Not until her heart heals just a little bit more. But if my friendship is helping her even just a little bit then it's worth it right? 

I'm confused. I will think about it some more and follow my heart. See where that leads me anyway. 

~L

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